☙‧︎⊰─✥︎✪ 𝙅𝙊𝙐𝙍𝙉𝘼𝙇 𝙐𝙋𝘿𝘼𝙏𝙀 ✪✥︎─⊱‧︎❧
Hello fellow furs and non-furs alike, I hope all is well within your neck of the woods and such. Things for me have been.. Iffy? I've been feeling physically and emotionally drained as of late alongside feeling neglected and just.. ignored? I guess? I've been trying to stay motivated by keeping myself busy with stuff, and I even created a basic event schedule for my server so members have some form of structure to follow along with. But, depression can be a bit of a BITCH to contend with sometimes, and more often than not in my case. I would address these feelings, but my inferiority complex stops me from doing rational things, and both the important people in my life already have their plates full, so I can't exactly be mad or upset with either of them for not wanting to do anything with me or just assuming everything's fine, when it's NOT fine. My mother-in-law was in the hospital again for a few days which put a lot of stress, anxiety and fear on all of us, nobody knows how to clean up after themselves in my household by default and only do it when asked or told, and on top of feeling neglected, I caught a stupid cold.. I just.. I don't want to be babied or coddled, but it would be nice to have at least some sort of intimacy or attention on just me for a little while.. I don't try to ask for much... I think.. I just need to shut down for a while until I feel more like how I used to be.
𝘼𝙧𝙩𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙠 - Artwork's been going alright. I still have an art trade pending with my friend Comus who wants to draw me something as far as I know. I have a commission pending for a friend of mine on Discord which I'll be starting on Monday, and more recently I finally started penning my very own custom Gunpla of sorts consisting of the Unicorn Gundam, Shining Gundam & the Wing Gundam Zero Ver.Ka. I still need to draw out the other details, but I'll be making it into a reference sheet on my own time. This is a passion project I've wanted to do for some time now, and even though I'm not great at mecha, I'm going to give it my best shot~
𝙂𝙖𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜 - Not a whole lot has happened in this area. I've stopped playing Xenoverse 2 for a while, Sparking Zero continues to release updates and looking better everyday before it's release, Dokkan Battle's 9th anniversary is 6 days away as of this journal entry, and people won't stop crying over Elden Ring's recent DLC, complaining that it's either too hard or too easy. Meanwhile, I think I'm going to finally focus on beating Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom 100% because nothing else appeals to me right now besides like, maybe Monster Hunter: Rise - Sunbreak..
𝘾𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙗𝙡𝙚𝙨 - Nothing's really changed here. I got some new Transformers figures & accessories, a couple new Yu-Gi-Oh! cards for my binder, and I've been slowly collecting Beyblades again. I actually have a Beyblade coming to me through the mail, and in a few days I plan on buying another one I want from a 3rd party store that specializes in pre-owned and brand new stuff. I might take some photos of my Beyblade collection and post them in my gallery, but we'll see. I also got a new POP! figurine of Yoruichi from Bleach, and a super-posable, Super-Saiyan Rose Goku Black figurine. He's really nice overall and comes with his scythe of sorrow, ka-me-ha-me-ha charge effect, and aura piece backdrop. My only gripe with him is the fact that his face is permanently in a "AAAHHHHH!!" screaming position. Otherwise he's great~!
☙‧︎⊰─✥︎✪ 𝙌𝙪𝙞𝙘𝙠 𝙉𝙤𝙩𝙚𝙨 ✪✥︎─⊱‧︎❧
☑ Been stressed out while feeling neglected & depressed.
☑ Mom was in the hospital again but is home and doing much better now.
☑ Got some new junk for my collection.
☑ Still waiting on an art trade from my friend Comus
☑ Dragon Ball: Sparking! Zero looks more and more beautiful everyday and I can't wait to play it~!
☙‧︎⊰─✥︎✪ 𝙎𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙈𝙖𝙧𝙠𝙚𝙩𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙚 ✪✥︎─⊱‧︎❧
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